Part 7
He pulled away for a second and looked at me as if to ask 'Is this right' but I was too drunk to think about what was happening. We made love 3 times that night and I felt fantastically happy the next morning. I completely forgot about life� I woke up and kissed Paul good morning as if it was part of every day life. I chatted to him as I got ready, we had breakfast and went off to do some more shopping� We held hands the entire time and heard people whispering about how happy we looked. It felt as though life was suppose to be like that. We were so comfortable together. I was of course reminded of the way my life was really going when my mobile rang.
"Tim� what do you want?" I asked not even thinking about how it might sound� Guilty.
"Cant I call my fianc� to say hello?"
"Sorry Sweety� I'm just a little on edge" I said trying to cover up for why I was shocked to get a call from him.
"What's wrong?"
"Umm� Nothing much I� My flat was broken into last night� they didn't take anything but im still a little shaken" *phew* I thought to myself. This was good.
"Oh my god� are you ok? Do you want me to come back?" This was not so good.
"No No Hon don't you worry about it. Paul is taking me out for coffee and a piece of that nice mud cake I like. You stay with your parents" 'Good thinking� Paul is taking care of me' - Well he was if you think about it.
"Just as long as Paul doesn't try to steel you away" He said jokingly and I laughed nervously.
"I'd better go� we're about to go in the shopping center and the reception isn't too good in there.
"Ok� I love you" He said and I hung up as if to indicate that reception was lost.
Did I love him?
part 8