Part 19

We got back to the hotel and prepared for the show. I put on my velcro pants and my leather blue g-string, my rip off shirt and jacket. Did my hair and went backstage with the others. The crowd was cheering like mad! We went out and did our new song "candle in the rim".

I looked out into the audience and there she was shouting "you're his father!!!!!!". The audience stopped cheering and was throwing things at me shouting with her "DAAAAADDDDYYYYY!!!"

"Paul... Paul wake up we're back... Paul?"

"Hey? what? Oh sorry Rich i... i had the most terrible dream. I was back in tangawarra and... oh hang on... We were on stage... they were shouting at me... oh god!"

Rich stopped the car and we all got out. he hugged me briefly as we headed in.

"Its ok Paul... tell unkie Rich all about it."

I talked to Rich and he said it was perfectly ok for me to be thinking about alternatives. Not the one he would chose but Nicole had to see eventually that I had'nt done this before and needed to think about it. I felt a bit better and was ok to do the show.

It went smoothly, appart from the little erection problem i was still trying to erect... erra.... erase. But generally it was good. We ended with Dildo in full throttle (our version of genie in a bottle) and i went back to my room for a restless night.

The next morning i woke and went to the hospital to see Randy. He had regained consciousness and was happy to see me. Told me all about his night with the nice nurses and how he woke up choking on a piece of plastic that was helping him breathe properly. It confused me so much. I went to my room, picked up the phone and dialed a number i found the night before.

"Maria Georfies adoption hostel, Karen speaking"

"Umm... hello... i would... aahhh... like to make an apointment about putting my son up for adoption... please"

part 20